and i just got to know

Monday, December 7, 2009 Monday, December 07, 2009

Friday, December 4, 2009 Friday, December 04, 2009

yeah hi, i am back from usa. a few days ago juz dun have the motivation to blog...
there is juz so many things to do now like walk around the house and see what everyone is doing cos i have nothing else better to do:P and i baked cookies:D and decorated them with icing:D they are cute but juz too hard, gotta ask xian to help me master the skills b4 i can make them to give others for xmas:D i wanna eat chilli crab!!! AND PAPA ATE IT WITH DUNNO WHAT LAST NITE AND DID NOT BUY BACK FOR ME:( i'll blog again when i come to think of sth again. i'm going to change my blogskin now.

ION ORCHARD!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009 Tuesday, November 03, 2009

i know i should post about saturday but juz dun have the mood to so i guess i'll juz have to force myself to:D haha it was fun:D
we walked around . bought eraser refill from muji, but when i bought the refill now, i can't find the eraser to refill!!!!!! then if i buy again , i'll end up with 2. bought sunglasses with yl from rubi(i think), lik qi's b'day prezzie:D from artbox, its so cute. and we ate lunch under the escalator cos there was no place for us to sit. i ate tori Q bento B and YAMI YOGURT!!!!!!!!!! then yl went home, cos she felt tired, and yj and xz came to my house. we played with xz hair and gelled it until like crazy and xz had her revenge on mine:( i can't think of what else we did on sat. except that likxian frens came over and they were freaky.

Monday, October 26, 2009 Monday, October 26, 2009

tmr they are gonna say who's got into drama!!!!!!! i dunno whether i have made the right choice. i mean it looks fun and drama rocks, but skipping home econs?!?!?! what am i doing man??? when it comes to decision making, i'm the worst:O but how??? i really dun noe.everyone says i should take drama, but i really dun noe about the choices i'm making. but they are only taking 20+ from the 80 over and if i did not get in i'll get really sad:( but i dunno!!!!!!!!! argh!!!! i hate making decisions, and i am freaking out!!!!!!! sat is theory exam, and i have not started studying!!!! JIA YOU LIK SHI!!!!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!! thats what i say to motivate myself but can i make it? CAN I???

Monday, October 19, 2009 Monday, October 19, 2009

cleo's part was fufufunnnn:D haha we played water bombs and jumped in the pool with our clothes on and kept pulling each other into the pool :D gladys was crazy as usual but that made the party funnier. shall not elaborate more, i can't be bothered to.
skipped yppae yesterday, had theory group lesson. and my exam is in 2 weeks man, 2 WEEKS!!!
i scared i screw(like i always do for whatever i do) but still... i have to have faith in myself. JIAYOU LIK SHI:D i have piano later on and i really dun noe what to blog about so i shall not lengthten this post anymore

Saturday, October 10, 2009 Saturday, October 10, 2009

back from moonlight party.
i must say i kinda enjoy performing the dance. it was funnnn:D
though we all made mistakes. lazy to upload pictures here, will do so on facebook
fanny is damn funny when she puts her eyeshadow. she like rubs her eye literally!!!
me and debbie wanted to take video but she did not want to let us:( if not ur would have laughed ur heads off. we tied french plait:D haha i helped tie a few. mrs koh did the rest. she ties damn nice la but fanny says damn pain.and her daughter is so cute and so guai lor. no wonder she is prefect.
debbie helped me do my eyeshadow. and we had to put glitter n our hair and the end of eyes. and it reminded me of wizard of oz hua times. cos we had to put glitter at our eyes there and i juz wanna say i love wizard of oz performance!!!!
after that we went to eat orange bowl and eat chicken wings!!!!!!! for free!!!! cos we have voucher:D
and my mom was chasing me to eat faster! i wanted to buy yogurt but she did not allow she said must wait a long time when the queue was quite short lor!
thats all for now bye:D

Saturday, October 10, 2009

tests are officially over. but i screwed science paper!!!!

argh! i am really worried about later's performance during the moonlight thing. i am scared i screw. no correction, i noe i will screw!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wish me luck people. this is a pretty short post. i gtg:D bye:D

Saturday, October 3, 2009 Saturday, October 03, 2009

times have changed so much in one week, they threw me aside, xq i would like to think it is. she is a total what man. so annoying so unforgiving, so unkind, i guess i was wrong abt her previously.

my tests are screwed look at my chem for example. i merely juz passed, yeah its right i'm a failure. and there can be no changes made to it. history and science test left. perhaps i could to well but the word is perhaps. science i have no hope in it, look how hard i studied for chem? ever looked so many days wasted and down to one pathetic mark, i tried okae? my mom says if i do well for the next 3 tests then i can go out with yl and they all on 21st. wth, u think i dun do any studying arh? i do ohkae, i was mugging like xiao, but juz seeing me on the computer makes u mad? where has relax flown too, how ong more do i have to wait, till u understand how hard it is? u say u would fail if u took my tests, and still put so much pressure on me?

Sunday, September 27, 2009 Sunday, September 27, 2009

so not looking forward to tmr. i have no faith in it. i will only end up being the one standing behind u and catching u when u fall. other than that, u cant even see me or more or less know that i exist. i dun feel it much now. i should have known hapiness does not last long, hopes will not last.
2 more weeks man likshi. 2 moore bloddy weeks to survive thru only. GO LIKSHI!!! U CAN DO IT!!! 4 more stupid tests. geog, maths this week cant they think more, 2 need to study like hell topics on the same week. or should i say 4 tests. if i include next next week. school seriously sucks to the core man. i dun noe how much more of this crap of school n friendships can i take. i really wonder. its not i dun trust you. its i dont trust myself

UR ARE THE BEST MAN!!!

Friday, September 18, 2009 Friday, September 18, 2009

a week without touching the mac(not considering for project) really kills man.but still i will never let mom confiscate it during the weekdays. not like i do anything wrong.
anyways this week passed like damn fast, and i think the next few weeks will be the same too:( how sad, cos it is like i can't feel anything, probably numed by school.
chinese test was on thurs i noe my results, its damn bad- 33/50 and mom was like dahdahdah tat's only 66%........ and yesterday too they made me cry. they were like putting so much pressure and i was so stressed by school liao that i went shouting and then got shouted back by papa. wth. parents r so!!!!!! and i was already so pissed myself and depressed for not knowing and understanding chem that i was like gonna explode!!! like BOOM. then i felt so depressed and useless that i felt like going to the toilet and use to toothpaste to draw the word failure over my head, but decided to go against it. so i went to my cupboard and read all those cards given by yppae peps and re-read them. and they really cheered me up. i don't know why but when it comes to cheering me up, they do the best job. correction, they are the awesome they are the best, they know my well, they are a part of me.
woohoo going out with jiejie ee nian b4 she goes back to england:( i'll really miss her, cos she is so nice-ish and yeah u get the picture don't u?
i feel like either
-change url
- or lock my blog
cos its real irritating when likqi keeps reading it
i mean which kind of sibling reads her sisters blog??? except for her-_-

Sunday, September 13, 2009 Sunday, September 13, 2009

when life's meaning lost its way
fun lose its way
happiness slowly fades away
there is no time to breathe
or gasp at what you see
life juz flies past me
not waiting for me
i'm caught in a whirpool of time
nothing makes sense to me
life is a blur
dont know what to look forward to
nothing to expect.
nothing to expect at all

Friday, September 11, 2009 Friday, September 11, 2009

this blog is dead. DEAD!!!
finally finished all my work. it was a torture and i don't know why but i dont really feel like blogging all of a sudden. i feel like baking!!! cupcakes and cookies:D i wont do what i feel like doing though. quit that i will find a new blogskin since the one now is screwed.and me and yl are going to watch the proposal at 5 xz is supposed to go too if she finishes 80% of her homework. jia yous xz!!!
there is suddenly nothing nice to blog about considering the fact that the past few days have been juz tuitions and work. and it bored me out TOTALLY!!! i shall not blog til i think of something nice to say and blog about. BYE for NOW:D

CHS FAMILY DAY, JALENE'S BBQ

Saturday, September 5, 2009 Saturday, September 05, 2009

chs family day was fun:D helped out at the drinks stall. and saw rachael, chloe chua and gang,and some seniors from dance, but i dun think they recognise me:P it is like real annoying when ppl come and ask for drinks like in bulk. cos we have to like dig for them and then ur hands are like OMG FREAKING COLD!!! and sometime the drinks the person want is not digged out at 1st then later when they leave then we can find it and ur hands are like OMG SO FREaKING HOT later and numb. n its fun to like find mom and then "PAH" on her neck/hands. haha then she's like haha her expression is damn funny.
jalene's bbq was nice but will post on it tmr, i am freaking tired and will elaborate more on bbq tmr

dance teachers appreciation day, last day of term 3!!!

Friday, September 4, 2009 Friday, September 04, 2009

two things to blog about today, and maybe more if i think again- dance teachers appreciation day and LAST DAY OF TERM 3!!!

dance teachers appreciation day
one word- FUNN!!!
i love u can't stop the beat dance the sec 1 part, the combined part i dunno how to do so i cant love it as much:D the without love is not as fun as you can't stop the beat:P we played 2 games if i am not wrong, poison ball and double whacko. whacko was SCARY!!! poison ball was fun:D cos i was not the one who would kanna the poison ball:P the sec 2's won for poison ball. double whacko i partnered olivia at first then fangwei if i remember her name correctly.
the sec 2's won in the end and the sec 1's, 3's, and the teachers had to dance the family dance for them... it was nice to look through the mirror and see miss lee(if i remember her name correctly) and mrs koh dancing. it was like damn funny... to me then zhuang lao shi never dance lor, maybe cos she no partner to dance with:P the dance coach dance not funny. but nice:D
then we went to canteen to eat tea break. the chocolate cake is like so awesome and delicious, the strawberry thing i had to share with sukie. she ask me to bite first so i did and so happened that the strawberry did not halve and i took the whole strawberry then she was like. oi lik shi u take my strawberry dahdahdah. her fault what not mine,she did not want to bite first ad the strawberry wanted me anyway:P. then later we played a prank on the sec 2's and 3's, it was to like go home, then when they ask where are you going shrug your shoulders and say i don't know. and you are supposed to have no expression. cos we were supposed to have training a bit. and it was fun, when me and fanny went to gym toilet to change, joanna and chyi fang asked us where are we going and whether we can go home, i was like shrugging my shoulders and saying i don't know. then i heard one of them say, omg the sec 1's are like soo... i could not hear anymore for the last part:P but it was indeed fun, looking at their expressions, when the sec 1's left the canteen the sec 2's were like staring at us and then going like not fair among themselves. haha and we asked mrs koh to irritate mrs koh are you OLDER than us. she was like yah a bit. jalene was like how much older, 5 years older? then she was like yah, claiming that she is 17, and her son is like 13 that means she had her son when she was 4 :O haha guess us 1 grace likes to tease mrs koh. about how OLD she is:P

last day of term 3
i can't believe this is like the last day of term 3, it passed soo fast and term 3 ended, meaning mrs nath wil come back next week :S eww i don't like her, she like to make fun of me. and my ppr is damn bad. i mean i improved in some subjects but i deproved like xiao for maths from a1 to c5. WTH RIGHT?! i am damn pissed at maths results. argh and i got a c for drama, i think our current drama teacher is an annoying person who does not make drama fun at all. i want to take drama next year :D i love drama, i love the theatre, the stage, the lights, the make up and everything!!!
and like i hate complicated life, i can't see why life cant be non-complicated. natasha say dun be soo close to jolene and natalie. but i said i won't not friend them juz because u hate them. i think thats quite right. it won't be fair if i hate them juz cos natasha hates them. argh life is indeed complicated... sighs

FREAKY BROTHER

Tuesday, September 1, 2009 Tuesday, September 01, 2009

my brother is freaking me out!!! older brother of course. he is like mad and angry juz cos my parents dun allow him to go obs and he wanted to wreck the house or sth. FREAKY RIGHT??? yup it is scary la so now i locking myself in my room, i don't want him to bash me up.

argh piano today, hand up essay tmr.

i still have theory to do and that stupid literature essay to write. i hate school work and work. it juz controls ur parents mind... sigh. education ruins our life:(

Monday, August 31, 2009 Monday, August 31, 2009

back to this same blogskin, got tired of editing the other one cos it kept giving me problems but it is nice though:D
YPPAE WAS AWESOME!!! though xingzhi and yiling abandoned me. SO EVIL RIGHT??? hmm lets see, first yj, then shien then peili. and now yiling and xingzhi!!! never mind i have peifen to irritate:D
and i do not freaking hell know why my blogger has problem and keeps underlining!!! idiot blogger!!! ya i need some one to help me solve this irritating problem. blogger is a freaking bitch!!!
i am using my macbook now!!! i love it so!!!

THANKS!!!

Saturday, August 29, 2009 Saturday, August 29, 2009

happy belated birthday to 26 august people!!!
thanks everyone for making my birthday so awesome, and thanks for remembering:D
thanks mommy and papa for the macbook:D the long wait is worth while
thanks my siblings and jianglin
ppl from school: natasha (for the lovely card), xueqi(the pinkish card), jalene, cleo, nicolette,shannen, rachel liam, rachael wong sam and beverly(for the lady gaga cd),abi toh, tammy, teresa, fanny, minnie, chelsea, beth(for the present), jasmine, kimberly han, kimberly song, gladys, jolene q, joycew, jillisa, anyssa, jolene t, alicia
yppae: yiling, xingzhi, shien, peifen, zidanjie, tingjun, yida(for the early wishes)
sry if i left out ur name juz tag
anyways juz a big thank you for making that dayso awesome and memorable
LOVE YOU ALL

yppae

Sunday, August 23, 2009 Sunday, August 23, 2009

ARGH!!! i want to go yppae today but i CANNOT!!! reason being mom says that doctor says cannot!!! freak it man!!! i missed 2 weeks of it leh. 2 WEEKS!!! oh man i wish mom will just let me go, or let me go buy rong's present. though i have not thought of what to buy him!!! i hope mom let me out of mywonderful jail cell today cos i want to watch the tv and run around as in run around!!! and go yppae, if luck is on my side today:D
i hope luck is on my side:D
i'll see

remember 26 august!!! 3 days more only!!!

freaking out

Saturday, August 22, 2009 Saturday, August 22, 2009

i just realised it 4 days to my birthdya!!! woohoo!!!
but 3 days to rong's!!! freak i have not gotten him anything yet!!! i have not even thought of what to buy him!!! and i can only buy on monday, unless i convince mom to let me tmr. but its not really possible, i'm not very good at persuading, or maybe i am just that i don't know:P
argh i really have to strt thinking about what to buy him and this year all he said he wanted was rabbits, and so thats tough... FREAK!!! i have to rack my brains to think about it... its harder than i thought it would be. HELP!!!!! suggestions???anyone???

life lost its meaning

Saturday, August 22, 2009

LIFE LOST ITS MEANING!!!
life used to be so enjoyable, now everything i do is just another chore.
life used to be so great, before the hetic life and education ruined it.

bees!!!

Saturday, August 22, 2009

i am terrified of bees. they are scary. one bee keep coming to me just now when i was doing theory!!! and kept going to my leg and it tickles!!! and then resulted me to running to my bed.then it went out i went back to doing theory, THEN IT CAME BACK AGAIN!!! scary!!! and i kept screaming. luckily mom was not home else i'll get scolded for screaming, crazy right?
LUCAS TIL IS CUTE:D
COUNTDOWN!!! NUMBER OF DAYS LEFT TO MY BIRTHDAY:4

Friday, August 21, 2009 Friday, August 21, 2009

jake abel is cute:D he is:D okae i should really stop talking about cute guys... david henrie is cute!!! ohkae stop!!!
catch you guys later, watching movies on youtube:D

Thursday, August 20, 2009 Thursday, August 20, 2009

i never thought iwould say this but i kinda miss school lessons. and its quite amazing that after i go back after my mc, it would be the holidays not long after:D so smile:D i'll probably celebrate my birthday during that week's break. but that i'll think about later:D
i miss dance practices WEIRDLY. i know i hate it but it's kinda fun:P i know, its weird, it weird. thats me:D i miss those stretchings, the muscle aches!!! i don't know why i want them!!!

I MISSED DRAMA TODAY!!! I MISS THE STAGE, I WANT ANOTHER PERFORMANCE. performance is the best thing on earth, i mean to me!!! i love it so!!! i miss it, the last time i was on it,it was ages ago, 2 terms ago.i love rehersals, its juz so fun, and al those hugs before going on stage, those tears, those crazy times. i realised i am missing those, i'm missing them real badly. i wish olivia/shien was still in yppae, i seriously wish so, times were so great with her. she juz brightens up everything, i'll remember those hugs we had:D those tears, those comforts, there's no one better than you!!! i mean there are others but they are different. those times, i have learnt are called past, past, now's present but there is nothing to look forward to...

Thursday, August 20, 2009

go figure the movie is nice!!!

it seriously is!!! i'm bored again

keeping track, my birthday is officially 6 days time!!! shall be counting down since i have nothing better to do:D selena gomez is HOT, emily osment is CUTE, lucas til is CUTE

i'm bored AGAIN

Tuesday, August 18, 2009 Tuesday, August 18, 2009

i bored again needless to say. i get bored easily just like i get amused easily. finished my cough syrup!!! remember the horrible tasting one? my fever's gone i quite happy about that but my cough has not checked out!!!
she is such a bitch ohkae??? vanessa agrees with me. i don't know why are back with that bitch. she's not worth it.you keep saying that i've changed and what's my problem. what about you? i thought you said you hated that bitch and called her a freaking BITCH. now ur back with her and throwing me aside? it's good i'm not at school this week cos i don't know what i'll do if i was. i hate that bith, i th0ught u hated her too. but perhaps that's what i thought, perhaps. its like u are a two timer. how can u be best friends with me and her both at the same time and when i hate her. you have to chose your best friends dont you? im real confused now, with the fast moving speed of time and the changing people. u used to complain to me about her and alot of things, it seems now that i am not needed. BITCH, YOU ARE A FRIEND STEALER. juz because you have no friends does not mean you should go around bitching and stealing people's friends, wrecking their lives.
i am sick and tired of school life, how my school friends don't understand me, how i am not really myself when i'm with my school "friends" . i am realy thankfull for having yppae friends cos with them it's like i'm on top of the world, with them, most importantly i'm happy, i'm myself, i'm understood, i don't need to worry about others stealing them away from me, cos they know me and understand me, and stand by me in needs to help me get up when i fall. i wish they were in my school instead, in my class. and i need not worry about you , FREAKING BITCH!

INFLUENZA A!!!

Monday, August 17, 2009 Monday, August 17, 2009

finally got to use the computer after i got mom to agree to loan me her laptop:D and using the computer feels AWESOMWE!!!
i am down with influenza a. don't ask me who i got it from, i don't know too!
since i have abandoned my blog for so long i'll tell u the whole thing
went to doctor on saturday cos i had a headache and cough only then i realised i had fever. got 3 medicines. the cough syrup tastes bleh horribleXP
on sunday morning, at 5 plus am my fever went upto 40.3 thats the highest record of my whole life!!! then went to doctor again cos he said if fever went up to 39 then must go back to check if it's influenza a. and h did a swap and it's PAINFUL! he sticks this cotton bud like looking thing into m throat and gets some saliva or sth then he dun noe do what with it. then it turned out i had inflenza a.
he said he never saw a patient so happy when said to have influenza a. haha. i'm weird i guess to some people:P so ever since i have been stuck in my room with room service :D it is like i'm in a hotel but it gets kinda boring. stuck to reading and listening to music but i read the books very fast and i was dying to play the computer and watch the tv. but the doctor says i can't touch the remote control or the keyboard but mom loaned me her laptop so i am so happy:D yup i get happy easily. i got so bored earlier that i pretended i was an aeroplane and ran around my room. and then tumble on my bed. i am really bored. sadly:( thats the only bad thing about getting influenza a. but i getto miss school for 1 week but mostly i get to miss DANCE!!! i guess i am delighted about that!!! i don't know what else to say... i read 3 books in 3 days. cos i am so ever bored:P ... will come back and post once i think of sth to say about

INFLUENZA A!!!

Monday, August 17, 2009

Monday, August 10, 2009 Monday, August 10, 2009

i love the song never had a dream come true for no apparent reason. your guardian angel is NICE too!!! i'm soo random... i want to smile and laugh more often but current days it just seems like impossible...

FREAKING HOMEWORK/SCHOOLWORK

Monday, August 10, 2009

freaking homework and school work juz bombards my life takes up all my time , fills up my mom's mind and now thats all she think about. the FREAKING HCL CLASS!!!
geog test is on friday!!! chem assignment due on wed!!! geog-history assignment due on friday!!!

time juz flies by without my consent. HELP GOD !!! help me through this difficult times!!! "jesus take the wheel, take it from my hands" yeah i try to take life a day at a time but sometimes a few days take me at once!!! i really lost the meaning of life. i need a break.i need to get into the HCL CLASS and so i can get my mind off that freaking topic. it is MY HOLIDAY TODAY. but instead i had to study, blahblahblah what's that supposed to mean? i'll collapse sooner or later i tell u . if life is juz work and all then why is there the word relax and fun? too bad i juz wanna have fun and relax yes that right. but u NEVER believe i studied dahdahdah. whatever okae i am juz so tired so pissed and sick of this school life, deprived life i juz want to forget EVERYTHING

sick of it!!!

Saturday, August 8, 2009 Saturday, August 08, 2009

my phone and my left ankle is being a TOTAL PAIN in the ass. my phone is screwed cos of lack of memory:P and my ankle is pain when i walk i seriously think there is some problem with it. today was mostly work as usual but i bet u still think i slacked didn't u???
geog test so much to study and i HAVE NOT EVEN STARTED!!!
science project, due on wed, geog-history project due on friday!!! jia you likshi! you can do it and pull through this freaking school life , difficult mom and yeah juz stress and stuff.
FREAK IT MAN! peifen i want to watch movies too harry potter and yeah wadeva. stress juz bombards my freaking life man
i hate my freaking life right now and that stupid hcl class man . i am sick sick sick sick of those words. the mind of u only on grades. it totally sucks okae? i am SICK OF IT!!!

Friday, August 7, 2009 Friday, August 07, 2009

i hate dance. i hate it to the core all those zi ben gong i hate them all and the stupid fan dance which juz can't stay in my memory. i hate splits and freaking stuff. i hate side split the most. i realinsed yesterday how weak i truly am. after all that hidings. when teacher press me down , i couldn't resist the pain. i wish i was stronger. i always wished i was. it seems so painless when done to others but or me it is like OOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWW and the tears juz fell. it was the 1st time teacher pushed me down but it is like wtf pain okae? i hate dance like hell. OLIVIA U SAY U HATE DANCE TOO AND UR GONNA KILL IT, HELP ME KILL IT TOO!!! i'll appreciate it:D i am juz so weak! likshi get stronger! getting stronger and more tolerant to pain is surely going up my wish list.

national day was FFFUNNN hahas it truly was though 1 grace did not win the competition but ohh wells. it was fun singing the songs and dancing the family dance(yup i noe it sounds weird too) and i forgot alot of the steps:p thats all for now i don't want to go for tuition and do freaking hell homework and projects and hear ur constant nagging

PIANO EXAM TMR

Sunday, August 2, 2009 Sunday, August 02, 2009

freak!!! piano exam is tomorrow!!! i am sure i'll screw. oh well.
JIA YOU LIKSHI!!! i hope i can do it without slipping

dance farewell, saturday, today

Sunday, August 02, 2009

dance farewell was awesome!!!it was super duper fun. i loved it though i felt(including sec1's) kinda extra. they say take with sec 4's by level but in the end the sec 1's didn't even take with the sec 4 lor. but it dosent matter any more:P the video at the end was touching. i would have cried if i was closer to them. but i wasn't close to them:P so oh well. i gonna kinda miss them(weirdly).

yesterday i had superduper nice dinner cooked by ee ee, uncle ser hong, auntie tanny and her husband i love the food it was delicious!!! gene was super cute(as usual) we played scrabble. but it was fun:D

YL,XZ and YJ came to my house to celebrate their bday:D
when i was writing the cards for them in the morning before piano, i thought of you. shi en i miss you!!! i love 二十五孝 i'll try to forget. and get over it. but i'll miss u. we bought ur present with much persuasion. but i think it's worth it. i don't want my birthday to come. i never want it to.
i wonder if anyone will remember again.

what i hate

Sunday, July 26, 2009 Sunday, July 26, 2009

i hate u, for stealing her away from me. youu little idiotic theif. we used to be so close then u that bitch stole her away from me. u, u, u!!! u little idiot , u little bitch. now every thing she does have to include u, u little freaking bitch!!! i hate u and i don't think i will ever not hate u anymore. u made me felt left out u made me feel extra. u little freaking bitch

i hate school, test, and work, i wish they can juz escape my mind but they can't on weekends tuition, homework, tuition hw juz take up my entire time. so... i hate u and school and work related stuff

the smile i gave u was juz a fake one to cover up what i really felt inside, i'm sorry

GENE IS SUPER CUTE

Sunday, July 19, 2009 Sunday, July 19, 2009

yesterday gene, ian and family came
gene is super duper cute and adorable
he fed me chocolate so adorable right???
SAY YES!!!
they brought one bouncing thingie and it is damn fun and i am the proest of them all :D
and gene does not like the grass i think he is scared of it cos he walkes on tip-toes when he is barefoot on it and he looks like he is doing ballet !!!! so freaking cute

today there is yppae!!! can't wait!!! but i don't wan't tmr to come there is cl compo test and i hate it!!! bye i guess this is a pretty short post but ohh well bye

i hate maths, tests and everything related to school

Saturday, July 18, 2009 Saturday, July 18, 2009

i hate maths tests!!!! its so freaking hard i guess and i think i screwed it up!!!
i hate chinese and chinese tests !!! they suck !!! i will be spending the rest of my freaking day studying for chinese test and when maths tests juz passed who says tests are better than exams??? it is not this is the result u get!!! piled to the top filled to the brim that u wanna break!!! i wanna play, i wanna have fun, i wanna go out but all u give me is work work work work u think it's oxygen that i can't survive without it???
i am juz so sick of tests and work and getting scolded for not doing well and constant reminders to study hard and get into HCL class i am so sick sick sick sick of hearing them
perhaps if i get really sick then maybe i don't have to have work work and more work in my mind

raokoling, yppae, school on monday

Monday, July 13, 2009 Monday, July 13, 2009

3 stuff to blog about today

1 raokoling on satuday
2 yppae yesterday
3 school today

1 raokoling
it was nice fun and yeah u should get the picture but it started to rain as soon they were up there soo poor thing la with their makeup and all and the rain on them... i got like freaking wet while finding qianhui they all cos i gave my sister the umbrella i brought haha i so good to her. but she is like so bad to me la. idiot!!!

2 yppae yesterday
yiling they all raokoling people did not come because they have 2 weeks break and tingjia was argh annoying (as usual) but it was fun :D juz weird without them and shien cos the whole place turns kinda dull without her sigh i hope i get used to it. but shien jia you for school and hopefully u can come back :)

3 school today
i hate common tests i got back two horrible results back today- physics test and geography test!!! physics test - i passed only 10 ppl passed but still i don't think mom will take my "excuse" i hate it i got damn bad results... geography- i failed freak it!!!

Saturday, July 11, 2009 Saturday, July 11, 2009

lalala i don't trust u anymore complains are all u got ... u are getting into my life:D good and bad i'll survive through... whatever u do whatever u say LIKE I CARE

Saturday, July 11, 2009

i am like freaking bored with nothing to do cos i don't want to revise maths right now cos it is the WEEKEND!!!!i love the weekend juz hate to study and do stuff like homework :P that is how i am take it or leave it:P i love the weekend i wanna shop, scream and do everything that sounds crazy cos i don't want to be stuck at home mugging but sigh that is reality so i shall juz sit in front of the computer:D i wanna shop , i wanna go out with friends but my mom will not allow:( DAMN IT!!! but i shall juz wait till she does:P

Friday, July 10, 2009 Friday, July 10, 2009

argh i juz can't stand her!!! i am siting next to her and have to tolerate her 5 times a week!!! taking my food, my water, touching my stuff and opening them and seeing what is inside!!! OMG i don't noe how much longer i can tolerate her before i explode in front of her!!! ya i noe i should tell her but i feel bad if i say she is annoying and irritating and GETS ON MY NERVES ALL THE TIME

Monday, July 6, 2009 Monday, July 06, 2009

wad is a youth day when i just go for tuition, do my work and get
scoldings and don't even get to play???

you stress me out tooooo much. ya go america go wherever get ipod touch say so easy it is not easy ok??? please overall 75% and A2 for chinese??? please la i wish for it only la but coming true with hard work??? it won't work...but i'll try... if only u believe in me... believe in me... believe in me

i dun think i can keep them any longer, any longer i'll just shatter like a piece of glass dropped on the floor. i feel that this is the worst times of my whole life

i wanna scream , i wanna be alone , i wanna juz scream out all i want, i want to confide to someone , i want to pour out all that's kept within me

Sunday, July 5, 2009 Sunday, July 05, 2009

3rd post but i don't really care

this has been on my mind and my heart not bearing to leave
SHOULD I LEAVE YPPAE OR STAY?

ever since i found out that i was not in rao ko ling when YL and XZ was
i feel that i am wasting my time there
yet i noe that my heart somehow still wants to be there and never leave till my very last breath

friends , awesome ones i have met there
some have left some have stayed
which should i be like

yet MLS say when zhiyan came back today
she say i should say xiangshen with her

WTH?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?

omg i just got damn hurt cos i noe the more i listen the more hurt i am gonna get

i have had so many smiles and tears and memories there so SHOULD I LEAVE???

Sunday, July 05, 2009

smiles and tears it used to be,
now it is reduced to tears only.

i can't bear it any longer!
i can't stand the loneliness, the part of me missing the lack of trust and support.
i miss u that's all i gotta say,
it is truly like the sky without the sun,
when i read ur blog i try not to cry,
but they just come falling down.
at school i pinch myself to stop the tears,
still i get a little teary eye and pretend i juz yawned.

i can't bear a day without you all.
thanks for being there for me when i needed u.
yet i don't noe how i live a week without u all.
i try to stop the tears from flowing when i read ur blogs.
i feel so loved and yet so sad
and it causes the tears to flow

i just can't take the fact that people come and go
i wish that i will just wake up from my fantasy dream
wishing that u had never ever left me

god i want to go to church
and forget all my worries when i am with u
please open papa's heart and let him let us go to church
i leave it to u lord

Sunday, July 05, 2009

so long have passed, so many good times , so many bad ones...

i just want to forget about school and just enjoy life the way it should be... but how with so many tests , revision, etc when i do my work u juz don't believe me

i have not used the computer for so long and yet when i seek permission u don't allow saying i did not do my work

can't u believe me? can't u have trust? can't u can't u can't u???

Thursday, June 18, 2009 Thursday, June 18, 2009

today was just simply awesome! fun and all thanks yida for everything:D

SHI EN JOIN BACK YPPAE!!! we are all missing u loads!!! and if u dun we will grow apart!!! and we dun really talk in dance we juz smile at each other and that's all!!! argh!!! PLEASE!!!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009 Wednesday, June 17, 2009

going to run later. cos i feel fat the whole holiday i have been eating non-stop so yeah...

i have so little time left of the holiday:(
i think this is the shortest post so far but ohh well

Monday, June 15, 2009 Monday, June 15, 2009

ronaldo is leaving nooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he rawks!!! he is hot!!! he is leaving...... sigh..............

i dun want him to leaveeeeee!!!!!!!!!

sigh he is so pro but stay in man u la cos if not later like

beckham like that leave man u then like shit like that............

he rawks!!! he is hot!!!! he is leaving...........sigh.............

saw zi dan jie juz now at parkway parade she was like black and then later in the car had lecture by mom why to put on sun block

Monday, June 15, 2009

happy birthday rachael and yida!!!
thanks rachael for being a friend and being there when i need you!
thanks yi da for arranging that awesome bbq that time it was totaly awesome!
i remenbered your birthday so remember mine!

Saturday, June 13, 2009 Saturday, June 13, 2009

YPPAE CAMP ROCKED!!!

友爱万岁!!!

i love everything except ting jun freaking me out and

the smelly soap but i loved the soap game thing XD

i love the songs!!!! i loved every single thing!!!

i am going next year i am sure i will!!!

woohoo it rocked!!!

awaiting for next year june camp XD !!!!!!!!

and i think i kanna sun burn but not too much so i

became a little blacker XD!!!

Tuesday, June 9, 2009 Tuesday, June 09, 2009

argh cut my hair already it is like supa short ok fine not very but still... it is like shoulder length and when i looked on the ground after that it is like a whole bunch of my hair. my beloved hair.. i can only wait for it to grow back... grow hair grow!

it juz came to me that i may miss yi da lunch buffet cos of dance farewell thing! i want to go to both argh but i have to go to the dance thing. cos not like they will take my excuse...
sorry yi da if i miss it. thanks for the invitation i will try my best to go yeah...

Monday, June 8, 2009 Monday, June 08, 2009

watched terminator on sat. it was fun i mean watching it with u guys:)

yesterday was totally awesome!!! the party and everything else. thanks pei fen, shuixing, and zhi bin for coming:)
i would actually prefered more people cos the more the merrier and the funner:)
but thanks for replying anyways. and DAMN u if u did not freaking bother to even reply!

i hate studying it bores me to tears. wad can u do juz sitting with ur book in front of u??? it really bores me to tears no wonder i got such bad results:P
oh well i will just try:)

thanks for the commend "u have improved" in this magical camp
ya i will surely jiayous though i personally don't believe it cos thanks to the remarks i get in school the one that says i always ask silly questions:P get that all the time. and that is the difference between school and YPPAE. in school i get the most sacarstic remarks but it is totally different at YPPAE thats why i love it so much

argh i think i am going to get dragged to hair salon tomorrow after skipping it today cos i watched a show when i was meant to go:P oh well i just have to say a sorrowfull goodbye to my hair. mummy made me clip up my fringe today cos she could not stand it but hello it is my hair i have every right to do whatever i want to do with it in whatever style i put it! if it does not annoy me that is what i want

Thursday, June 4, 2009 Thursday, June 04, 2009

camp 1 people are so freeeaking cute!!! they are seriously cute even though they kept sticking on to me like super glue and zi dan jie had to "unstick" them from me. i regret not going on day 3 but i had tuition so had to go and could not see them:( 2nd camp does not have orange group and today was way tiring working with slackers- jin yang and shui xing argh my hand is aching cos when i went to buy the groceries i put everything on one hand so it is like weirdish feeling now...

Sunday, May 31, 2009 Sunday, May 31, 2009

yesterday was just tiring finding things and everything else was just energy consuming!!!
went to ee ee house after that and papa was a little annoyed for reaching home late cos he wanted to watch his match i watched half way then i went to sleep cos my mind could not function properly
i wonder how today and the rest of the week will be... ...

Friday, May 29, 2009 Friday, May 29, 2009

i forgot another thing i am freaking aching from yesterday's dance practise hate to have muscle aches so hating it and so hating cca training it seriously is tough and painful and everything else!!!

Friday, May 29, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO..... SAM, PEIFEN AND WANQING pro sia 3 people in a day can u believe it???
argh so not looking forward to tomorrow it is gonna be calligraph then chinese tuition and then a maddd maddd rush to yppae argh life seems so horrid these days packed like sardines so horrible i want it to be like the past so little yet so much to do i love it that way:)

Thursday, May 28, 2009 Thursday, May 28, 2009

i got back results and it is NOT good at all!!! i know i know i know it is all my fault not li ping's or anyone else it is all my fault ( liping the times i "blamed" u for my droping grades i was joking)
i don't see why i have deproved so freaking much i guess i did not study hard enough no i KNOW i did not study hard enough
my overall grades have dropped by a HUGE 4% wtf
all my subjects are ALL BELOW AVERAGE
ohh gosh lim lik shi you are such a big failure such a big failure such a big failure such a big failure
i guess this holiday it will be studystudystudy the whole time i guess this is how life is meant to be horrible, depressing, bad
REMINDER TO LIM LIK SHI:
STUDY

Thursday, May 28, 2009

argh there is dance today on LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!
why i don't see the point i feel like skipping it but i noe i cant so i am going even though i DONT want to why are they making us suffer on LAST DAY OF SCHOOL??? cant they just let us enjoy it??? i guess that is life... nothing is fair... sighs...

Tuesday, May 26, 2009 Tuesday, May 26, 2009

finished e-learning YIPEE
not looking forward to next week-have to help out at magical camp
i hope i won't get scolded my ma lao shi like the last one i am sure it will tire me out

Saturday, May 23, 2009 Saturday, May 23, 2009

omg yesterday's jubilate was awesome it was nice ...

I LOVE THIS PHOTO!!!

Sunday, May 17, 2009 Sunday, May 17, 2009

haha yppae today was soo fun:) zi han was very funny too:) too many stuff she did to make us laugh:) got the photo (will post it next week and on facebook tooXD) i will so go to yppae june camp it is fun i will force my mommy to let me go:)
but i have to help out in magical camp not sure whether mommy will let me go all the daysXP but i will try kae

Friday, May 15, 2009 Friday, May 15, 2009

freak i screwed history test last week i think i did in geog but not as badly as in history arghhh...

ke rui keep saying i am muscular lor wth it is not even true ok...

pls shi en join back YPPAE please??? you are right even though we will meet each other in dance it will be weird to like talk i mean ya it will be freaking weird so can you please join back??? friends and family come first in my life i can't cope without them but the truth is i am not as close to my school friends i feel closer to my YPPAE friends that is the truth i mean please lor last year my birthday my closer friends in school never wish me lor only when they hear denise yeo was like happy birthday they were like ohh ur birthday today? happy birthday kinda thing
SHI EN PLEASE JOIN BACK KAE???

Saturday, May 2, 2009 Saturday, May 02, 2009

school work ,revision ,tuition and tuition homework takes up most of my time i cannot find free time anymore to enjoy life the way it is

i was totally shagged fm dance on thursday so i did not blog
friday was may day and i was busy revising history(though i have not finished till now)
today TUITION!!! freak la i keep on finding excuses no wonder this blog is so dead...
my toe is freakking pain i kicked on a stone slab kinda pavement and it is damn freaakking pain la it bleeded blahblahblah god pls remove some of this pain pls??? thanks

Sunday, April 26, 2009 Sunday, April 26, 2009

made pancakes just now :) so fun
xianee helped me the 1st few i made were disastrious but the few he made were like so niceish and better than mine oh well i am just such a failure sigh...

Saturday, April 25, 2009 Saturday, April 25, 2009

yesterday during dnt when we were like filing the circle for our frisbee sawdust went into my eye and it was damn freaking asshole pain could not even like open my eye la freak but it finally miraculously after damn long it was not pain any more:)
but still the pain i can still remember for a long time to come cos it was damn freaking asshole pain!!!

Friday, April 24, 2009 Friday, April 24, 2009

i lack of physical and mental strength to tahan 2.4 .... 17 mins++ what the hell it is such a disgrace my mental strength and physical strength cant hold it i needa get faster i know i can but i cant i will not be able to yaya i only focus on the negative points??? yup i have been told cant i be xianee and run damn fast or the any of my siblings they run fast they do work fast they can concentrate i cant i will get distracted OMG i hate myself i just fail in every thing i do which is=imperfect yup i am always that help there are more portfolios and tests coming up next week freak stressed i dun wan this term to end i dun want the report slip FREAK!!!

Sunday, April 19, 2009 Sunday, April 19, 2009

today did lotsa work played alot slacked a lot and me and xianie ( nickname for older bro ) made popcorn so fun .
now the most desired places i want to go is to the beach to scream(sry i am outta my mind)
and the cinemas!!! i wan to watch-confessions of a shopaholic -hotel for dogs -17 again
anyone wanna come????

Saturday, April 18, 2009 Saturday, April 18, 2009

SNGS MODERN DANCE GOLD WITH HONORS!!!FIRST TIME IN SIXTEEN YEARS!!!IT WAS AWESOME even though ur looked like chinese dancers but still that made ur stand out right??? ur were unique special and everything else i did not regret watching / supporting there was no music at 1st then some words then music i ♥ the dance it looks soooo nice unique no wonder the judges gave ur GOLD WITH HONORS!!! if they did not i think they have some problem

i am so proud of ur!!!♥ u olivia/shi en u was awesome i saw u , u looked great dancing!!!

Sunday, April 12, 2009 Sunday, April 12, 2009

i havent been blogging i dun really care or maybe i should it is just my mother . she only allows us to play on weekends yet she dosent willingly let us play on weekends weird if you ask me
school is starting tmr i am really not looking forward to it there is chinese compo i wont survive i hate test, chinese compos and homework. it is really damn stressfull being in express cos mum wan me to get into special help i really hate it i want too but you dont have to put me under so much pressure do you??? do you??? do you???

Sunday, April 5, 2009 Sunday, April 05, 2009

i have been like abandoning my blog i dun hav anything to post about and i havent been using the com and yesterday jayden and family came for dinner he is damn cute ok!!! had jap dinner and nice ice cream!!!

Friday, March 27, 2009 Friday, March 27, 2009

another week just went by so fast!!!

ok here is wad happened during this supa fast week

monday
nothing much happened i mean i cant really remember wad happened but i noe i was planning to wake up at 12 to send zi dan jie sms to wish her happy birthday
tuesday
happy birthday zi dan jie!!!
I DID NOT WAKE UP AT 12 TO WISH HER WAS LAZY :P
had dance cca today we got our leotards ewwww... did family dance two times only cos on wednesday i was not performing cos i have tuition so yeah slcked kinda and the zhuang lao shi was like angry at me for going for only going 5/7 times last term... it was not my fault i was sick and the other one i went to semakau but they did not minus off but i am hecking it she say she will tell my mummy but like my mummy knows i did not go cos of those reasons like i got play truant like that lor... mrs nath called me a worrying wart (whatever way it is spelt and whatever way it means i am lazy to find out i will only get hurt)
wednesday
had KLS school i cant remember my memory blurred up on that day oh i can rememer now only a bit la changed our places now i am sitting with liping...
thursday
tralalala had assembly today abt some thing abt our level results thing... had PE today did mock test for 5 stations and had mass jog blahblahblah...
today
mass pe today was the most horrible one i have experienced cos i am aching all over from yesterday's mock 5 stations test ...went to borders to but present for zi dan jie and bought notebook, pen and memo pad(fm xing zhi but i am supposed to help her buy 1st)blahblahblah i got my new ez-link card today ewww they used last year's photo and they photoshoped mine and i look horrible now blahblahblah

Wednesday, March 18, 2009 Wednesday, March 18, 2009

hey ppl have not posted for a long time was BUSY
today woke up at only 10.30 and realised i had KLS at 11 so i took a very extreme quick shower n then grabbed some food and left
then at KLS i realised i forgot to bring normal CL text book >>>>fast forward we had KLS porridge with nice dried oyster and scallop>>>>went to swenses sam came along cos we were goin lobster fishin after wards>>> the lobster fishing event was good we caught many lobsters but it was damn hot >>> that is all i am gonna post today lazy!!! :p

Saturday, March 14, 2009 Saturday, March 14, 2009

freak la i have yet to find back my blogskin i totally screwed this one up tryin to find this one back but could not find it yet maybe i should use another one for the time being ... oh yay there is man u match now and it is vs liverpool hope man u win cos they rock!!! especially ronaldo!!! he is so hot ok sigh tryinto find back blog skin is indeed a hard thing i will just try my best

Friday, March 13, 2009 Friday, March 13, 2009

hi people it is the 1 short week march holidays i am happy cos no school but unhappy y they give so short holiday

last sun after wei lao hui we played some games and there were some games we played then after that wei nan helped us calculate some card love relationship thingie and it is quite freaky (i only did cos they asked me too) but i am choosing to not take it seriously so i dun really care about it except for the fact it is freaky this is wad happened this week that has passed

monday
i was thinking yay yipee this is the last week of school !!!! i slept at an ok timing on sunday but was bored restless and tired during lessons and ting jun and some other boys fm hua chong came to our school for exchange programme kinda thing

tuesday
even more tired than on monday and have dance cca u noe la lessons as per normal are boring though i try ever so hard to be guai and listen dance cca was even worse we didi horrible painful stretching split all those kinda thing . the coach epects us to be able to do both legs split after they come back from syf (us s1s are not participating in syf) . and i just realised how lousy i am cant even do split on either leg not even close to it but my right leg is slightly better than my left leg i guess i just have to try harder jia you lik shi you can do it !!!

wednesday
not much still sleepy during classes saw ting jun in the morning he was listening to something i was like "ting jun" he never reply so i was like "OI" then he turned and waved . had chinese tuition as usual sam didnt do?/finish her homework and brought her 听写 there and KLS tested us saboer but KLS ask us to bring too but i am forgetfull and forgot

thursday
nothin much happened except i went to sleep during chinese lesson cos i was sleepy and could not resist it any longer and beth didnt bring her 笔记 and offered to help me copy so i didnt deny her offer so i went to sleep then had assembly for mrs cheong damn funny one class made banner that said marry me LOL it was kinda nice but our class was supposed to do cheer and we totally screwed it not gonna say anything more about ot

friday
last day of school!!!!!!!!!!! friday da thirteen !!!!! yay finally a break!!! brought back all my stuff except some left it in locker!!! brought back the rest to study ( i hope i will ) cos my marks were not quite excellent but i will try harder next term jia you lik shi top the class and get into HCL class next year!!!! i will have to especially try very hard on higher chinese . will post er shi wu xiao photos soon

Sunday, March 8, 2009 Sunday, March 08, 2009

omg performance is over so fast why pass so fast lor it was a total success or maybe oh well waiting for next performance .and the stupid ma lao shi confiscated my camera then i cried why? i dun noe but then many ppl came to comfort me tks! zi dan jie also told me a secret ma lao shi confiscate cos we never take with her lol very funny i shall take with her next time? never!! if i o i will blur her face and everything to make her unvisible haha
today have wei lao hui dun noe wad to say thinkling wanna make thank u cards to all and u did great cards but time is running out how? i will just make it simple

thanks to all for your support ,encouragement ,hugs and etc ur did great for the last performance but the stupid ma lao shi spoil my almost high mood and i spoilt all of u all's high mood sry sry and thanks

Sunday, March 1, 2009 Sunday, March 01, 2009

sry ppl for not posting for so long homework was alot!!!

performance is in 5 days time and every day there is rehersal at victoria theatre!!! all the 二十五孝 songs are damn nice!!! pei li joined me in di yi sheng bu !!! i am looking forward to performance yet at the same time dreading it cos i am scared i will screw . today there is the last practise at YPPAE and there is going to be hua zhuang yay can take pictures!!! i am so going to take lots of pictures on performance day. kepping my fingers crossed praying hard!!!!

this is for all in 二十五孝 performance
加油 u all can do it i am sure u all can we must persevere on performance is in 5 days time u must believe u in urself promise me that and u must also promise me that u will do ur best in performance

Sunday, February 15, 2009 Sunday, February 15, 2009

happy belated valentines day people sry did not wish ur yesterday cos i was busy making cards ... sry if u did not get the card i could not make for like everyone la sry
suprisingly da yu dance prac yesterday was not as torturerous hope the next few will be the same TLS is coming back !!!enjoy the last few moments without him ppl!!!
performance is coming soon like in 3 weeks time persevere for a while more ppl i know it can be tough at times and i know i will look like a fool dancing in the performance again!

Sunday, February 8, 2009 Sunday, February 08, 2009

today had YPPAE da yu dance is PURE TORTURE and i am damn lan must practise or else will die landed on my butt too hard while the standing up roll thingie so my butt is damn pain i have not mentioned about this ma lao shi put me in di yi sheng bu even though i have been singing di er sheng bu most of my life like how could she do that la i am left with the small people who are way much younger than me and i feel so out of place especially when we took stupid photos today while waiting for di er sheng bu and di san sheng bu went to practise their parts and worse still some of them are taller than me i feel short:( i think they knew i felt out of place and i felt like it sucks ok seriously i feel damn out of place damn out of place damn out of place damn out of place damn out of place damn out of place

the kai chang song and the finale song are damn nice

Saturday, February 7, 2009 Saturday, February 07, 2009

ok the main reason i am posting so late in the nite is i only finished all my homework at abt 6++ that was not including revision for tests so i think i am going to do that before i go YPPAE and before i go out to buy ballet shoe then ee ee and family came gene is growing cuter and cuter as days past soon he will grow up :( hope he will still remain cute he is a guitarist in the making will post pics of him and his guitar soon ee ee took pictures and bluetoothed it to me there is even a video but ee ee is singing so well maybe i will still post it but not now it is currently not with me
i better enjoy the last few moments of saturday cos sunday is going to be a tiring day(dancing) :(
da yu dance is TIRING losing hope at it i suck at it have not practise it yet !!! HELP I DUN WAN TO LOOK LIKE A FOOL TMR IF I DUN PRAC BUT EITHER WAY I WILL STILL LOOK LIKE ONE WHETHER I PRACTISE OR NOT BUT AT LEAST I TRIED RITE I WILL PRACTISE TMR WHEN I WAKE UP i will practise tmr when i wake up i will practise tmr when i wake up i will cos i set my mind on it already

at times like this i must pesevere be determined and have faith in god especially in times to come nearing peformance and tests next week onwards i must pray diligently i must

pics of uber cute gene and ian(some)

gene and ian
a blurred image of gene and guitar future guitarist in the making gene and uncle serhong

gene in clothes basket gene in a cowboy hat

Friday, February 6, 2009 Friday, February 06, 2009

today i am going to to blog about the past week of school it passed damn fast satisfied ??? no then continue reading
monday nothing much
tuesday homework pyramid started:(dance cca started it looked entirely like...PURE TORTURE
olivia (shi en) didn't come (called u olivia for the very first time)
wenesday had geog test!!! 13/17 so lan
thursday got back chinese compo results only 54.5/100 so lan and it is counted in PPR!!!start mugging lik shi!
friday had mass pe d&t mass pe-1 grace was the 2nd class to reach yay! but the rest of the other classes took their time so we were let off late for recess:( d&t- we finally did some hands on work (a mini one)yi ling b'day HAPPY B'DAY ♥YI LING!

foreseeing the future saturday♥♥♥
sat nothing much finish all homework which includes
-KLS hw
-sch hw
-tuition hw (el)
-theory hw
-practice piano
-revise for tests that is coming up
-practise 大雨 dance or look like a fool on sun but whether i practise or not i will look like a fool
( my friends pls support me by watching 二十五孝 even though i'll look ur fool it still counts:)
that is about all is i don't finish all i can't go out with zi dan jie xing zhi and yi ling to buy ballet shoe cos if not when i dance have friction and is damn pain:( don't commend on any thing 6J'08 ppl negative stuff sam especially positive stuff u are welcome. I will look like a fool when dancing commeny u are most welcome cos i agree!
finishing all my hw is a criteria my mum set if i wanna go out with YPPAE frens (most likely) or sch friends on weekends i think s1 life and and p6 life dosen't make diff i still get "stressed" with homework

foreseeing sunday♥♥♥

torture torture and more torture except going out to buy ballet shoe at bugis cos can buy bubble tea!!!:)

my siblings are annoying they are saboers everything sabo me:( and calling me ACBC especially lik rong although he is cute but u noe looks are deceiving

Saturday, January 31, 2009 Saturday, January 31, 2009

got back lit test results not too bad 11/15 but jillissa got 14/15 so pro la the test is a quiz on sing to dawn such a boring book how leh??? have 1 ques on an army officer name they expect us to remember his name even though his name only appeared 2 times on the book so crazy!!! next week ther is geog test on main plates ,7 continents and 5 oceans so fast have test liao what to do? i guess this is what secondary life is all about test test test test test and more tests

Friday, January 30, 2009 Friday, January 30, 2009

today had mass pe it seriously sucks cos it's tiring and ur muscles get damn suan but to certain extend it's good cos it builds up more muscles and recess is from 11-12 and by the time we get to canteen the queue is short and good and we eat and we can go visit teachers and get sweets from mrs hum (if she brought) after sch i took sch bus to bro's school and my mum picked me up fm there and we went to swensens and jayden went with us cos uncle aron could not fetch him and he is super cute!!!

jayden watching tv in our car jayden smiling at swensens

Thursday, January 29, 2009 Thursday, January 29, 2009

today no sch for sec and i woke up damn early like 6.30 and went out eat brakfast until damn full so nice:) i went home did my homework at the same time build sandcastles in the air my toe nail broke off while doing my homework here are some pictures of it

ouch

the nail that chipped off

ouch again

my foot:)

Wednesday, January 28, 2009 Wednesday, January 28, 2009

yay tmr no sch and i am probably going out with mummy and yay the day after tmr i m going to yi ling and peili b'day and YPPAE in the nite and sunday we are going out to buy presents for them and then YPPAE YAY!!!!!!!!missed it last week did not have cos of CNY so YAY
I ♥ YPPAE!!!

Tuesday, January 27, 2009 Tuesday, January 27, 2009

it feels kinda weird not going YPPAE for just a weekend i dun noe why too i love the time after PSLE i went YPPAE almost everyday i tell u it rocks it is like going to my second home everyday lor...i had a fever on CNY eve but luckily recovered by CNY so YAY!!!i love CNY cos i get to eat and eat and eat some more this year jie jie ee jean give the ang pao damn cute!!! she also made a sticker saying zachary & jean my father bro say she so fre some more go make sticker...i met ying jing yeaterday at father friend house we talked alot lor...and took pictures ... and nothing else.this is like the last day i can collect ang pao cos tmr start school already xiao rite so fast never let us enjoy CNY. nicole and natasha came to our house today they are damn cut and they are identical twins so cool i wish i had an identical twin to lor

the back of the ang pao my cousin gave me
the front of the cute ang pao
my cousin gave me

nicole natasha me and my sis
me and natasha

me and nicole
nicole and my mum

my cousin cool car the close up look of an extra wheel and a shovel my cousin car
an wu liao alex(cousin) taking picture of himself another wu liao him

Saturday, January 24, 2009 Saturday, January 24, 2009

hey ppl chinese new year is round the corner and i am so excited most ppl will think cos i get hong bao but it is the food i am excited after all i live to eat unlike some people who eat to live yesterday went back to SNGS pri and gave teachers cornflake cookies which sam said looked like chicken and mrs lye said i grew taller but when i told the rest what mrs lye said rachael said but u are still shorter then us...
i miss pri school life mrs hum fruit plus my teachers and 6J'08 there is a lot of homework in sec school life and in sec school i miss my PSL's Christine, Le Tian, Yi hui and Brenda
Today Ee Ee and family are coming over for dinner and i am so happy can take more pics with gene jiang lin, zhao lin and yu hong and her friend are coming too!!!
Happy CNY everybody!!!

?WHY?WHY?WHY?Why dance?

Friday, January 23, 2009 Friday, January 23, 2009

WHY WHY WHY i keep asking myself WHY WHY WHY i ask myself again WHY didn't band or choir accept me WHY WHY i'll only make a fool out of myself when dancing like inwizard of oz hua i made a fool out of myself mang qi cun such a shorty me there dancing felt short and i still do i am sure i will in er shi wu xiao da yu and in dance cca WHY WHY WHY i guess this is fate happy or not this is fate happy or not this is fate my fate happy or not this is fate my own fate happy or not this is fate my very own horrible terrible fate why does dance take such a big part of my life? WHY?WHY?WHY? i am still asking myself this very horrible terrible nightmare question

Saturday, January 17, 2009 Saturday, January 17, 2009

sry ran out of time to post the rest will do so tmr

♥Photos

♥at my house

US

♥At SSC

us 5

us 5 once more

a comic fan-xing zhi

opps i posted this picture before

me again
me again

me and ying jing

me and ying jing again

A tired of taking pictures Xing zhi and ying jing

Xing Zhi

A hyper ying jing

Hypers-me and peili

A hyper me

A sleepy Xing Zhi

♥At the beach

me and peili

me and ying jing

me and yi ling

ying jing and lik qi

we lying on the sand turning around

us 5 again

Me and Xing Zhi